I have to apologize for being bad.
I have been a bad boy food wise; a burger and 2 bowls of ice cream over the weekend.

I know folks are counting on me to be a good boy, but sometimes ya just gotta be bad.

Worse, I have been bad about posting recently. My consistency has not been what you all deserve. Please keep checking back daily and I will improve on my posts.

There IS a silver lining to all of this bad stuff...

While I hate to seem as if this blog is falling in priority for me, I am letting other thing get in the way; a new house, kids activities, time with Ashley.

The silver lining  is that my blog is still VERY important to me, but other things ARE getting in the way. THAT means that maybe, juuust mayyybe, I am starting to get my life back from this stupid thing called a heart attack.

I have slipped a little in a number of ways, and. I need to get back to my careful lifestyle,  but it dawned on me this evening that maybe it isn't the BLOG that is falling in priority.

Maybe it is the heart attack itself that is falling in priority.  Maybe I am starting to grow past it.

As I have said before, I hope in some ways that I'll "forget this ever happened", while in other ways, I hope I never forget what almost happened to me.

As my blog approaches 100 posts (how many TV shows never make 100 episodes) maybe I am starting to file my heart attack into that place in my mind where it SHAPES my decisions, but doesn't CONTROL my decisions.

I hope so, that would be a nice place of balance in which to live the rest of my life. And I hope the REST of my life is a good long time.

Good night and God bless.